Let's Talk About Age Appropriate

In a matter of a few short weeks, my girl will be 30 years old. Given that she needed behavioral supports from the age of 2, I should have known that the road was going to be unpaved, bumpy and filled with unexpected turns.  

29th Birthday Party

I have learned to appreciate every success, every word that comes out of her mouth and her ability to be immersed in our community, a dream, years ago, I thought only for others.

Let's get to this age appropriate concept... is it age appropriate for us as parents in our 50's and 60's, to still have 24/7 responsibility for an adult child? I think not. Look around at your friends who are off traveling, planning their next adventure without a single thought about their children's care, should lend you some perspective.  

So, I say this, as long as it is safe, do what needs to be done to make your life easier, more relaxed, happier, allows your child to be comfortable in your community and if someone has a problem with my daughter carrying around a doll which allows her to relax in an environment... too bad.

I recently did a presentation to a group of passionate community support workers who are person centered coaches. 

I shared the 1 page profile that identifies 3 target areas for the supported person.

1. Things We Like and Admire about that person; 

2. What is "Important To" the person; and 

3. How to Best Support the Person. 

One of the attendees later shared that he still struggled with the "age-appropriate" issue. Let me quote the participant, who by the way, loved the presentation.

"I still struggle with the debate about age appropriateness as it relates to clothing choices and the toys that obviously make her daughter happy. I respect the concept of what's important to the individual and their quality of life, but take very seriously our goal of changing stereotypes that are often associated with the folks we support."

Another of the Many

This got me thinking.  Why would it matter so much to a person in a supportive role?  I tried to survey people in my outer circle, those not active in the world of special needs. 

Here is what one person thought:

"I wouldn't want any observers to put me in the same category as the person with the disability".   

At Applebees

This made sense to me when I look from the perspective of an outlier.  My daughter looks like a teenager even though she is nearly 30. When she speaks it is obvious to any listener that she requires supports.  She requires 24/7 supports to remain safe and often dresses in Disney attire.  I know a lot of adults lacking special needs that regularly wear Disney attire, decorate their homes as such and have other childhood interests. Key chains with characters, ball caps with Goofy, and the list goes on.

My daughter finds comfort in carrying her dolls. It is like the social dog without the poop. Stuffed and left in the car--easy--a dog, not so much.

The dolls have become a social connection. It is largely other women ask her about her dolls, their names, where she buys them, and share their own collections.  Lauren likes to have one around most of the time. Sometimes, it is Franklin the Turtle or Arthur but 90% of the time, it is a doll.  

Lauren and Elsa from Frozen at
Music in the Park in downtown
Campbell last week - a FIRST!

For me, it helps onlookers to be aware that she has a need for support.  On the plane, it us a cue to other passengers, flight attendants and most importantly, the TSA.  It provides comfort, gives her something to hug, fuss with and distract her from the 5 hour long flight. The doll is a communicator of sorts. Way better than a Klonopin or an Ativan, don't you think?

Of course in Lauren's 1 page profile, the dolls are high on the list.  Taking them out in the community is right up there with calling mom when she wants.  Does it look age appropriate? Well, not by definition, but this is my reality. 

My thoughts are that if it makes an outing, visit, or travel easier for the individual and the supporter, does it even matter what others think? 

I think not. 

What do you think?

Woman Held Hostage By A Giant Red Lobster at Safeway

News Flash! During a 20-30 minute stand-off at the San Jose Safeway Check Out Stand--Mother Makes a Breakthrough!   

Situation: Mother Taken Hostage by a Giant Red Lobster! 

I began to wonder... how did this happen? We entered the doors, happy and peaceful. After all, she got to go to work with me since one of her staff was ill and she loves being at PHP, so all was well.

We got the cooked chicken, some salad fixings and were ready to go make our lunch when she spotted it!  This Giant Red Lobster, soft on the outside, stuffed with cushy material on the inside, who vaguely resembled Ariel's friend from the Little Mermaid but you can see that in the video.

Those of you that know me are probably aware that I believe that Lauren has the right to make decisions and to be supported in a way that works for her.  I have studied, practiced, listened and read but continue to be challenged at times over how to manage a challenging situation when it comes to her behavioral support needs. It is how I handle myself that can make the difference between power over another and peaceful negotiation.

I always like to present Lauren in the best light and want her to feel great about herself. My reality is that there are occasions that challenge me to my limit and when I am required to drain my body, my mind and my soul of all its patience, love and control, it has an effect.

The article entitled, "Autism Moms Have Stress Similar To Combat Soldiers" by Michelle Damient on November 10, 2009 from the website Disability Scoop shared the results of this research: "Mothers of adolescents and adults with autism experience chronic stress comparable to combat soldiers and struggle with frequent fatigue and work interruptions, new research finds." 

Oh yes, I literally felt I had been taken hostage in the war-zone at the things that sparkle for kids near the check out lines-temptations that drive every child to beg, plead and cry, thus inspiring this posts title. 

Many of you know my girl and only have seen her at her best. It is with great trepidation that I share the video, so it may not remain long on this site but I believe that those of you who wonder how to get past these behavioral support needs, might find this comforting in some way.  My mother always called it "misery loves company" and I suppose it is true at some level; I like to call it empathy. 1/2 but my gut is telling me to share, the other half is saying not to share.

After what felt eternal but was somewhere between 20-30 minutes, I had a decision to make. I had to get out of that store and back to work. I didn't want to by the large sea creature for $25 that would only take up more space, become a giant bedbug and forgotten in a day so yes "I Caved" in a way.

Given that she has had her sights on a new doll "Lavender Fields" for 30th August birthday, I calmly, and with certainty told her that "I'll buy that red lobster with the understanding that it would replace Lavender Fields (the doll) for her birthday and I promptly said "let's go buy it" and repeated that it would be replacing the doll.  I said it as matter of fact as if I was saying "it's hot outside".  Finally, with that, she paused, left the line and said "ok, I'll put the lobster back". She put the Giant Red Lobster back proudly announcing "I did it; I put the lobster back!"  

I wish I had thought of this strategy at the onset but when you are surprised by a sniper in the form of a Giant Red Lobster -- how does one shift so quickly?  You are taken surprise and there is nowhere to hide!

While I appeared to remain calm and reflected that calm to prevent further escalation in the fishbowl at Safeway, I felt like I was dying on the inside and it took until now to really have recovered - I suppose this blog is part of my therapy.  

The good news was that I waived the white flag.  My girl was "over it" as soon as "it was over".  I needed more time so when she kept telling me "I'm not mad at you"; I told her "I would get over it too".   

We have much to learn about leaving "it" behind and our sons and daughters are there to teach us how, I suppose.  It takes a toll but we are resilient and our love and support from others helps us overcome.   

I wish all of you relief from the war-zone, an endless supply of patience and white flags to wave and hope that knowing that you aren't alone provides some, even a small amount, of comfort to your day.   

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